A Beginning (maybe)
I’m new to this. Not just blogging, but writing in general. I’ve never really been big on talking about a lot of things, and don’t always express myself well.. I suppose it doesn’t come very naturally. I’m actually unsure of where to really start even. I suppose a little background. I’m 28 and an alcoholic. I’m engaged to a wonderful woman. We’re getting married in August. Which still amazes me. I never thought I was the marrying type, but I fell absolutely in love with her. I was sober for a little over 2 years and had a relapse. Then a long stretch of back and forth with sobriety (or being dry at least). I’m doing well for the time being. Hitting some meetings, and feeling better than I was, but still frightened a lot of the time. I don’t want to end up back where I was. I don’t ever want to feel that way again. I have no idea how often I’ll post, or If I’ll really even keep it up. But I think it could be good for me. So I plan to try. I’ll see how it goes.